Tuesday, April 11, 2000
last week's poem of the week next picture-poem   friendly dead snakes / home 

I thought
I had control
of my life
freewill
filled the palms
of my hands
I wanted you
so I meditated
prayed
subliminal tapes
essential oils
charts, cards, spells
saw us together
When I was well prepared
I took my hands full of freewill
and positive resourcefulness to your door
But you showed me your free will
by close it
and loving someone else
leaving me shivering in the snow
once again.
(c) terrell neuage-ADSIT   5/1976 Baltimore Maryland   PHOTO some museum outside of Baltimore 9/1977 - near Towson on a day out with Beverly Beaver - latter Beverly Ruth

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Terrell Neuage, (dual citizen USA/Australia) is a South Australian/New York poet, writer, and digital artist known for his evocative poetry and extensive research on conversational analysis in on-line communciations (including communication in the AI era; from sharing information to making sense of it). His best-selling autobiographies;Leaving America (Before the After) & Leaving Australia (after) – exploring life as a hippie, brother in a California Cult (Holy Order of MANS) as Brother Terrell Adsit, Astrolger (40-years) to non-believer, and adventures in Australia, single parent, tofu manufacturer/street artist, China, the USA & fifty+ other ountries. From high school drop out, Shenendehowa Central School, Clifton Park, New York at age 16, back to school at age 44 (BA & Masters from Deakin University, Melbourne, Australia) to PhD from the University of South Australia at age 58 to knocking on your door at age 77.

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